Hmmm..we’ll I know this is a twist on an old Janet Jackson song but the other day I felt guilty at my lack of activity and blogging. I said “it’s nearly the end of March and I haven’t done anything this year!”. I was roundly reminded that I’ve actually achieved quite a bit, and where I haven’t there are reasons way out of my control that kinda got in the way…before anyone spanks me for procrastinating!

Since my last post, and in no particular order, here is a synopsis of what’s been going on at Bishy Towers and beyond, quite a lot I suppose so I might have to take back my comment about being lazy!

• We made another film for ‘The Trouble with Emma’ series delicately called ‘Norty Butt Nice’. I’d been planning and working on the plot for a while and was determined to do it, so I even checked with some of the platforms on which words or content they don’t allow. As the film was based around Lottie and me drinking, and words such as ‘drink’, ‘alcohol’ and ‘wine’ were not allowed, I came up with an idea to turn it into an ethical, healthy message. I wrote to the sites and asked if this was OK, so as to not make the film and then find it couldn’t go online. I had a bottle of Thomson and Scott’s ‘Noughty’ alcohol free Shiraz wine, which is actually very nice and allowed for teenage girls like me :)….so my intentions were very good and I was actually behaving! Anyway, once my Aunt the brilliantly creative Miss Matthews was told about the outline, and the fabulous John Watts on camera was involved and gave Miss Matthews a licence to deal with me and Lottie however she saw fit, it turned into a totally real improvised saga, where me and Lottie had no idea what was coming next. Since Lottie is my bestie spankee sister in the scene, and we seem to work well together as we are both lifestylers who have been brought up on real life domestic discipline much more than performing as professional spanking models, it was sink or swim and we are used to that. The filming was one take, apart from our conscious decision to make it one longer film rather than two, so it was a huge risk and totally living in the moment. I have always preferred this way ever since I made my first self directed film and I have had so much real life discipline with no scripts, so I love filmmakers who do the same and it’s real discipline.  I’m with grown ups I look up to and they are all much more mature than I am, so I just be myself really. You can see the film here on Spanking Library. My tears were totally real, and I had to go to my bedroom to recover.
• We held another party at Bishy Towers on 10th February and around 25 people came so it was buzzing and sooooo much fun!. My parents came again, plus Lottie had stayed over anyway, which made our film ‘Norty Butt Nice’ even more deadly realistic as we were spanked for drinking my Aunt Clara’s special wine she bought for John, and we still had sore bottoms too. There were again lots of scene celebs and lifestylers here and even some play, so it was truly a networking event and we got to shoot lots of content that weekend.
• I was also still working in my day job the following week, so having that stress from the start of 2024 full time is a good reason I suppose for not being able to be as busy as other spanking models who only have that as a career, which is easier, since I did it before for a while. Anyway, I quit on 16th February so now I can concentrate on making films and also working on my music career, at least that was the plan!
• The week of 19th February began with a bang, and rather than giving myself time to detox from a busy 9 to 5 career job in the City, I went to the gym to meet my Personal Trainer again to be pushed hard. Big mistake, cos I was ill and exhausted and had to lie down on the gym floor being fed sugar and water, and everyone was looking at me, and I had to get a taxi home. I have low blood sugar and it was always in my accountability rules once to take care drinking water and cutting caffeine but I forget sometimes now. Not content with that, I thought just spending that afternoon in bed would make me better, since I had another shoot with Miss Matthews and a new cameraman who wanted a custom and to work with us both the very next morning, so I didn’t want to let them down.
• The shoot went ahead on 20th Feb and I really felt unwell but didn’t let it show, apart from my real tears again from the spanking which I used in this role play film cos everything hurt more than usual, but the show must go on and all that! I hadn’t had time to put together a script outline so Miss Matthews and me just decided to wing it and do a school role play rather than her just spanking me for stuff, so she played the Headmistress I had been sent to, and I was just a schoolgirl called Emma!. You can see ‘The Visit’ on Spanking Library. We made another film with me being spanked in my bedroom for not following my rules, which was discipline this time from my Aunt, but that might be a custom so I’m not sure if I will get to see that and produce it.

Two days later, I met my friend the lovely Jadie Reece for a lunchtime drink and afterwards I was seriously ill with some sort of flu virus. I was confined to bed for nearly two weeks and then another week sitting up and only taking baby steps around the flat, which took me up to the first week in March. As I write, I only started going out walking again this week, so am just getting stronger but it will be a couple of weeks more before I feel totally recovered. I went to the gym today but it was literally 30 mins including my own 10 minute crunchless abs HIIT warm up, and I feel tired so that was enough.

I’m also working on a new website idea which I have discussed with scene partners so I hope that gets to go ahead, and we can bring you some amazing content later this year.

So, has it been a lazy unproductive year so far? Please go see the films and you can decide!