Hello my lovely readers, who I apologize to for disappearing for three months but it was all worth it so that hopefully 2026 emma is happier and less exhausted than last year’s model!. Last year I was torn between professional me and personal princess me, and I had to also delay plans in my other career making music because I was so wrapped up in trying to make all the ends meet. At Christmas I was totally exhausted to the point of tears and staying in my room for long periods very withdrawn and disillusioned, so I definitely deserved myself a proper rest and sleeps of more than 5 hours at a time. I started back at the gym and lost almost 10lbs, but for the past month I had to stay away from it medically so a little bit of chocolate has helped! I also had all my long hair chopped off into a French bob again, just like early me as a model. It was a way of cleansing myself and starting over fresher. Nevertheless, I’m doing fine and going back to training next week, still a lot fitter and lighter than I was before and I will lose any indulgence really fast. I’m missing having a schedule and rules and as you know I’m rubbish at taking care of myself to stick to anything, but maybe I will find that sort of help and connection again now I’m ready to return.

Now usually when I go to a National party I write pages and pages, covering everything from what we ate on the plane to how many pairs of shoes I packed tee hee, but time I’m going to condense it and only stick to Spanking!

GASP is the Georgia Spanking Party held annually in Atlantic, GA. I wasn’t sure what it would be like as it’s only been running for three years. The venue is a long way from the airport (around 45 minutes by cab) but as I went with my bestie scene sister and partner in crime Lottie, it was fine to book an Uber so that we could get there safely. Alpharetta, as we found out from the driver (a cool Rasta locks dude once from the hood), is in the money area of Atlanta and our hotel is one of the nicest places to stay. It is a 20 minute walk away from some shops and eateries, but the rooms were great and who cares, we were among around 400 spankos!

The events all had a unique spin on traditional ways of doing things, and some were completely original. The fabulous and very warm and friendly party team must have put a lot of thought and creativity into it, because it totally touched me as a spanking headspace victim and I am still enjoying thinking about what actually happened. We went to the Spanking Carousel, Camp Corporal, The Institute for Wayward Young Women, Sorority Pledging and had a scary Room Inspection on our last morning! So that I don’t spoil the detail for anyone wanting to attend next time (hopefully I will again too), I will just describe them as follows in the order we attended:

• Spanking Carousel – Traditional Sophie Hawkins basically, where the Tops sit down in a large room, we ask to be spanked and end up with huge grins and get to be spanked by those we want to audition for tee hee! 🙂

• Camp Corporal was created and run by the totally awesome and strict Miss Chris. It’s a spin on the traditional day school event at other parties but has three classes all with a unique goals to achieve and lots of action. I did get spanked by Mrs. Sharpe who I totally liked being a student with. It’s competitive and so much fun I would like to be a camper again!

• Sorority Pledging – I had read up on this in real life and although we don’t have them in the UK and I wish I could have gone to an All Girls school like my mother and am very Americanized heart and soul since birth, I HAD to go! It’s a paddling with a wooden frat paddle but as i was last in line I had to witness others go before me, which was tummy tingling and scary. It is funny in places, and as there was a fabulous dressed up exhibitionist in line who kept making comments which took away any solemness some of us might have wanted it probably struck the right balance between fun and something more bonding and cleansing as sisters in the scene. It’s a party after all, and we all had an enjoyable new experience. Anyway I was given 10 swats by a female pledge mistress (don’t know scene name) and she was very thorough on my bottom!) .

• The Institute for Wayward Young Women is a pink slip detention type event for naughty girls. It is the full butterfly experience, but because I had been spanked a lot beforehand on my newbie bottom again after three months spank free, I was already feeling very tender so only had a hand spanking from Miss Kate (can’t find scene name), who was still very firm with me. As well as being spanked there were other surprises. I would love to study there more as a student.

• Room Inspection – Early morning wake up call room bust! Think a Scoutmaster, Army Corporal or School Matron coming into your room and going through every infraction and you will be close! We were both spanked but I suppose we were a little untidy? Note, it was only 25 swats but not very hard because I already had a sore bottom as you can see so I got let off.

We also went to the Vendor Fair and I bought some handcuffs. I haven’t worn any since 2013, for emotional memory reasons, so it was nice to get some myself and smile this time.

I also threw on a dress and some make up, and went along for bar cocktails and dinner.

A special shout out of thanks to the truly lovely and awesome Spankmaster2011 and Miss Rose, who stumbled across two good girls who they thought were brats and gave them a stacked brat spanking! These photos was taken by him so I hope I wont get spanked again for screenshotting the memory again 🙂

I had some other wonderful spankings too, and hope nobody was confused or put off asking me to play if they recognized me and thought I was there professionally so to speak. I’ve never really been that, or anything less or more than a regular good/naughty girl who is spanked in real-life DD situations as you all should know from my blog and my dipping in and out of the ‘scene’. I’m also aware lots of people already knew each other, so I didn’t want to break into any conversations. I also didn’t want to embarrass myself trying to subtly give teasy signals out without being seen as “bratting” or even give soft and friendly teasers. For myself, I’m used to being told and even just looked at and finger wagged and its obvious that if I don’t respond with a positive look or comment then it’s a “No”. I know Spankers/Tops are not psychic, but I prefer if they are totally that, that’s the Dominant attracted in me!. Thanks to everyone who made it so thrilling and my bottom sore, I had an amazing party!!

And now? I am flying back and ready for whatever again, Thanks GASP, Georgia will stay on my mind a while!