Real Life Discipline
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I recently had to do 100 lines for my Mentor, in addition to the sound spanking I had. I had to write “If I am naughty – Sir will spank my bare bottom long and hard”‘ It was painful to sit down to do them but I had to wear my punishment outfit too, and…
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It’s been over five years since I had a Mentor, or Daddy, with rules and accountability. Since that time, I have had: long mixed-up periods of leaving the ‘scene’ and coming back, being a spanking model and then not, wanting to meet new people and then feeling bad about myself for it not working out,…
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I’m back..gosh, how many times have I said that?! Just when I feel on a roll and moving ahead with new projects my health gets in the way. After making ‘Norty Butt Nice’ I had an idea for a fantastic collaboration project, but after building a site and getting it all to work, the financial…
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I know this blog post title sounds like a murder mystery story but due to my love of Poirot, all things Art Deco and time periods from the 1920’s to 1950’s I think I subconsciously designed my new home to look and feel just how I saw it in a film. I was halfway there…
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This is going to be a short post as I’m : I did have a good morning caning recently with my friend which he as usual took some fantastic pictures of. We had company in the next room so he couldn’t spank me, but said a cold caning would be in order to remind me…
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I went to see my new photographer friend John Watts on the Kent coast this weekend and had an amazing time, 10 on a scale of amazingness!. We had chatted online and gotten on so well in vanilla chat too without discussing what spanking type detail we might do when we met. Apart from that…
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Wow, what a difference a holiday, 18 months and two birthdays make! In my last post in December 2021 when we were still in lockdown I was tired, jaded, self-defeating prophesying ‘The end is nigh for me’ and generally running away again like the mixed up little girl I am most of the time. My…
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I have lots of spanking implements at home that have either been left with me, passed on, or bought as presents at events such as the BBB (Birmingham Bizarre Bazaar) , the LAM (London Alternative Market) or at other parties in the UK and US. I think I have enough to cater for most spankos,…
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I often have times when its all too much and I just wanna run away from trying to act grown up and right now I just want to get a plane somewhere hot and be totally on my own. I say I will sleep and get myself together but after a while I get bored…
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I always saw role play as “a way in”. In my work as a model it meant I could set the boundaries and give people their scene, so it kept me safe and I never had to roam, experiment, or go outside of method acting if I needed to bring it in. I never had…
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I wonder what the hell I’m doing sometimes, and I feel like I have sold out to my beliefs and what I always understood D/s to really be. It has always been something I was born with and is a living drug inside my whole psyche. The nearest thing I saw to describing my feelings…
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Once upon a time I was a “spankee” and I didn’t do ‘BDSM’ and I still don’t in lots of grown up ways. There were always things I tried once (everything from candle wax to blindfolds). I didn’t mind them but was afraid to admit it, in case the other person may have wanted to…
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I was very upset the other day when I allowed someone I didn’t know, to have my Skype ID and ended up chatting to him until 3 o’ clock in the morning. I had gone to bed on time as Daddy said which is in my own rules, but I forgot to turn my phone…
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I am sorry I have been away a while. I made myself ill and overdid things with my activity so needed a break from all of this. During this time Mr W was helping to look after me. Now I am VERY happy because he is now my Daddy and is in charge of me…
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Todays’ discipline pictures
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It’s a good time right now because not only am I have piano lessons and getting good girl rewards, and am very busy with my normal career, but I am talking to a some people about being in films again later this year. It was not something I had planned and thought about but I…
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Yesterday I reported to Mr W, in an accountability session; where I had a list of things that I had not met and was to be punished for according to the enforcement of rules I have for myself. One of the things I did lately was a repeat offence. I have done the same thing…
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I had an accountability session of sorts today with Mr W and I decided to play around with his bath brush. Big mistake! The camera was set up to take some pictures at the end. I had a grin on my face to start with but OMG, not at the end and my bottom really…
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I’m sorry I haven’t posted in a while but will have lots more coming very soon; my account of my trip to Boardwalk Badness Weekend party in Atlantic City 🙂 In the meantime here are some pictures from my last accountability session with Mr W a few weeks ago. I had an encounter with a…
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I had another accountability session this week with Mr W and this time I was in trouble for: a) Being disobedient and staying up two hours after my bedtime to watch TV without asking first, and after I had said I was off to bed. b) Being careless and miscalculating my job salary expectations with…
