• My Big Party Re-debut

    My Big Party Re-debut

    It was wonderful to be considered and invited as a guest to attend a famous 2Kings Spanking Party in London last week. Since I resumed being a spanking model two years ago, I had gently eased myself back into films, catching up with friends and making new ones at open national parties for lifestylers in…

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  • Camera shy in Birmingham

    Camera shy in Birmingham

    I had a trip last weekend to Birmingham for the BBB (Birmingham Bizarre Bazaar) again and I got to go to the Frankfurt Christmas Market in the evening, after many years. I lived in Solihull for nearly seven years and went every year, but this time it seemed more full of local traders manning the…

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  • Back to Base

    Back to Base

    In my last post you will see I mentioned that I had to snap myself out of feeling sorry for myself and perform again two days later? This was about a session that came up by chance one morning, followed by what was meant to be an impromptu photo shoot with John Watts over a…

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  • Sessions and Reality

    Sessions and Reality

    Last week was a big wake up call for me. Having started doing sessions again I hadn’t realised how much the ‘scene’ had changed, which is pretty much in line with society in general. Everything is so prescriptive, it has sucked the life out of fun and spontaneity and indeed any kind of going with…

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  • NOT The Night of the Cane

    NOT The Night of the Cane

    I had a recent thrill of excitement going to Night of the Cane in London, my first time since I went in 2009. For anyone just discovering me, I was only 10 at the time and hid inside my Grandad’s suitcase… so there tee hee! Last time I went was with my charming and tall…

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  • Improvisation by the sea

    Improvisation by the sea

    My good friend, the lovely and infamous Josie Harrison-Marks recently returned to the scene, and my other good friend, the fabulous John Watts, has been helping her with content. Josie and me have amazingly never worked together before, or even played, apart from a bit of mucking around on a live stream for IntrinsicKink in…

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  • This Girl Can

    This Girl Can

    I was told to only “focus on what you CAN do”. So for the past four months I’ve: The alternative was to wallow and let my chronic blepharospasm condition ground me like it can to some others, who never go outside or watch TV but just sleep all day. Now I only remember it when…

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  • 10 Minute Warning

    10 Minute Warning

    After my party trip to Vegas, I had a huge meltdown. A lot of it was emotional, and of course the dreaded jet lag too over a week. Someone once said that for every hour of time difference you lose it takes one day to After my party trip to Vegas, I had a huge…

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  • The highs and lows of a Pretty Pretty Princess

    I’ve always thought that the first sentence in any writing should have impact. It should engage readers so they are intrigued, excited and in expectation of an arc of a journey until there is a climatic ending. In my case I have always written how I feel in my blog. With my mentor I am…

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  • Punishment Lines

    Punishment Lines

    I recently had to do 100 lines for my Mentor, in addition to the sound spanking I had. I had to write “If I am naughty – Sir will spank my bare bottom long and hard”‘ It was painful to sit down to do them but I had to wear my punishment outfit too, and…

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  • A New Dawn

    A New Dawn

    It’s been over five years since I had a Mentor, or Daddy, with rules and accountability. Since that time, I have had: long mixed-up periods of leaving the ‘scene’ and coming back, being a spanking model and then not, wanting to meet new people and then feeling bad about myself for it not working out,…

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  • Heroes and Villains at the BBB

    After my lovely house guests Isabella and Ana stayed a few days for my party weekend, we met up again in Birmingham for the famous Birmingham Bizarre Bazaar (The BBB). We were joined by my other friends my aunt Miss Matthews, Josie Harrison Marks, and Portia. In fact, we are building quite a spanking community…

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  • A Party at Bishy Towers – Episode 2

    Well, I decided to number the parties I have at home so I can group them all together. There is sort of a continuing cast of friends who have attended the past four (which I didn’t have time to blog about or get any photos), but this time we were happy to welcome two of…

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  • A real princess

    A real princess

    So, after another hiatus and medication since my last post, I’m better again health wise. The downtime gave me a lot of thinking time. Amongst listening to a lot of music, my daily calm app, audible books and occasional perving of spanking sites I decided I probably don’t need to be a professional spanking model…

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  • Reborn again in Vegas

    Reborn again in Vegas

    I gotta say it while it’s in my head and no second-guessing myself, even though I’m sure I will edit this a thousand times before I post it and take out anything I think that may embarrass anyone …! Back home after a fabulous trip to the Oasis Spanking party in Las Vegas. Any of…

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  • Love..i hate that word now

    When i say “I love you” which i have done to lots of people i care about including chosen family and occasionally in spanko relationships, it doesn’t mean I’m IN love. I think Donkey even says he loves Shrek, or Eddie Murphy said it to Judge Reinhold in BHC? So when someone I had to…

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  • A Reason to Believe

    A Reason to Believe

    I’m back..gosh, how many times have I said that?! Just when I feel on a roll and moving ahead with new projects my health gets in the way. After making ‘Norty Butt Nice’ I had an idea for a fantastic collaboration project, but after building a site and getting it all to work, the financial…

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  • What have I done for you lately?

    Hmmm..we’ll I know this is a twist on an old Janet Jackson song but the other day I felt guilty at my lack of activity and blogging. I said “it’s nearly the end of March and I haven’t done anything this year!”. I was roundly reminded that I’ve actually achieved quite a bit, and where…

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  • Countdown to a blank page

    Countdown to a blank page

    3 more weeks and I’m free from my vanilla job to do anything I want, when I want, with no ties or responsibilities yayy! I’m lucky  to have good friends close, but love my own space and life too and have no idea where it will take me. It’s very different to anything I’ve done…

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  • The Rules of Engagement

    The Rules of Engagement

    I was going to put this in my last blog post but it would have been way too long, so I scheduled it and split it over two days. Someone asked me this week what kind of rules I had when I had Disciplinary and Mentoring relationships. I found them on a page I did…

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