Thoughts and Musings
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Yayyyy yes I did it!I told my parents I missed them last night…and my small plate of beans on toast and glass of soya milk for supper before bedtime, my French lessons when I’m in my school uniform sitting at a desk with a PC audio tape on (I’m learning intermediate French), having a wonderful
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I don’t write much but I have to say something about something I read a lot about in here, body shaming and size. I love people and I tell them that regardless of whether they think they need to lose some weight because they want to, or because they are happy and settled as they
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I learnt a new word yesterday. I’m a total ‘Sapiophile’. I never knew there was such a big word to describe what I have always loved most in people, but it explains my choices and what makes me happiest way before anything physical. If I knew the word for it before it would have saved
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I’ve not been much fun in here lately because I’ve been so busy since;my husband passed away in September after two months in hospital, and I had to sell the house, move home and furnish my brand new rented flat and arrange all the funeral stuff. Watching someone you love slowly die every day you
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It feels like deja vu today!!Before I was in the scene I had sore bottoms for private domestic discipline and it was all I knew and part of my real life. Then I was invited into the scene when someone saw my photos and was like my Svengali and soon I was in films. I
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Just a note to update my scene friends seeing as i’m posting vanilla updates to family and friends. Mr Bishop (my significant other Michael, aka MtheGM..but is not on Fetlife) had a heart attack 6 weeks ago and is not able to be mended so they are looking at short term care which could be
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I was just loving a fantastic writing The distance (or difference) between want and need. Once again I don’t want to be the one to write a longer comment than the original post because it’s a wonderful post about someone else’s feelings, so I am writing what I feel here for playback to myself in
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I just saw a question in a group I belong to and wanted to write about it here. I’ve had an epiphany, a true realisation, and really do feel it was all meant to be this way like a birthright. This was the post:What’s up with princesses? “Some girls identify as princesses, and I’m wondering
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I wrote this in my new blog yesterday, as a statement of my wants and needs. It was something I always wanted to say but never could. I never ask or tell or explain my feelings about all of this stuff, and it has gotten me into all kinds of misunderstandings and relationships that were
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I never used to swear, well maybe a bit now and then by accident or to myself, and when I ever did I got punished so I really don’t swear at all and am not used to it. Most of my life I have had some kind of rules or guardian and I was brought
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I had a misunderstanding this week from a perfectly friendly and innocent message. I was having a busy and stressful day (no excuse I know) so I turned it into a bratty rant because I didn’t take his profile as seriously as it is. Much of my reply was me laughing in my car, tongue
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A nice man just sent me a link to this page Daddy’s tender touch and it explains to me so much about why I’m not into BDSM and playing games and why I have felt as happy and loved away from the scene in private with one person as I have in it. The only
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This is quick because usually I write too much and ramble on, and also my dinner is ready in 15 minutes so I’m not even going to spell check it! Since I came back into this site I have changed, but not really, just that I decided to stop and think about how I FEEL,
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Experience: Knowledge or practical wisdom gained from what one has observed, encountered, or undergone. (Note the word .. ‘observed’) With the outbreak of ‘Fifty Shades’ fever, and posts and advice I’ve read from people in the ‘scene’ about how to ‘join’, I had another big realization recently. That ‘experience’ does not mean being a player
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I posted this (below) in the Lolita Girls group I belong too but wondered if anyone else outside our group has any advice on when to write and how to write better. I an really looking for some help and advice now on how you feel when you write posts and comments in Fetlife. Maybe
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I just wrote this in the Lolita group I belong to in here but I’m adding and editing it as a writing because I am fed up with some of the messages I have been getting from people who haven’t read anything about me as a person and just want to go straight into asking
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Today is the first day of moving on.Today I can write what I want and not have to second guess myself anymore.Today I can find the person I was before I got too embroiled.Today I can play music and write songs with a wry smile and no regret.Today I can be glad I stayed true
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The Submissive Test – “What Kind of Submissive Are You?” The Little Submissive 96.67%The Pseudo Submissive 60%The Domestic Submissive 40%The Novice Submissive 20%The Kajira Sub/Slave 10%The Pet Submissive 8%The Warrior Princess Submissive 8%The Acolyte Submissive 4%The Brat Submissive 0%The Cow/Pig Submissive 0%The Painslut Submissive 0% The Little Submissive Usually referred to as a Babygirl, this
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Hey, I just saw my blog again and to be honest I couldn’t remember where I had left it. Since I last wrote I have had some personal things to deal with and after attending a recent party I decided to have a break until after Christmas, as I want to get my spanking head
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I was reading an updated post from a US friend about her lack of profile, pictures and writings and how the lack of security in Fetlife is a worry for her, and it made me think. I’ve taken this on board myself a lot more lately and listened to my heart and my nearest and
