After my lovely house guests Isabella and Ana stayed a few days for my party weekend, we met up again in Birmingham for the famous Birmingham Bizarre Bazaar (The BBB). We were joined by my other friends my aunt Miss Matthews, Josie Harrison Marks, and Portia. In fact, we are building quite a spanking community in my new home area at Bishy Towers and expect to be doing more together.

We stayed in a fabulous house which according to Google Maps is in the ‘Gay Village’ (which is great Google openly says that). It was near the BBB too and an easy walk or Uber to other eateries and the best shopping and nightlife . In the evening we had booked a great Chinese restaurant and for some of the group that were already busy spanking or being spanked, we met up with them later! Just before we went out a young guy arrived late and was spanked by some of the ladies, but I hastily left the room and went upstairs with my ear pods in as men being spanked is not my thing and I get so embarrassed if I have to see it!

The following day was the BBB Market. The theme for the day was Heroes and Villains, and we had all chatted in our WhatsApp group about outfits and ordered something to wear. For the day market it wasn’t necessary to dress up so I just threw on some tight glittery pants/trousers because I hadn’t planned on meeting many people during the day. The others had great fun exploring and buying a few mementoes. I have been to the BBB a few times, but it has changed a lot now. I do remember it feeling bigger before though with many more clothes and uniform stalls (I bought a WWII WRAF outfit there once and lots of other fabulous costumes and Hell Bunny dresses) so I was a bit disappointed that it was not the same this time, although someone said it changes every month, but it just felt smaller in number of stalls. My friends loved it though and that was what mattered, I liked it too don’t get me wrong! I loved my WRAF outfit and wished I had been in the war in it, well almost, Bletchley Park would have suited me better and I love reading about codebreaking and the movie with Benedict Cumberbatch in as Alan Turing. I was at Cambridge in Maths too, and it is still close to my heart 🙂

As we walked round I saw the Littles group about to start coloring and I ran off and disappeared from Isabella and Josie who I was walking around with cos I had to join in! I grabbed an outline of a picture I liked and coloured it in. Later on, Josie sent me a photo she took, that I was completely unaware she was taking but I love it, it means a lot and was so in the moment for me. It is all real for me anyway, but I have given up explaining!

After going home and having a nap it was time to get ready for the BBB Afterparty and for me to dress up as Harley Quinn again but with the full outfit too this time. Last time I did the face look was in 2018 at a spanking party (Ouch I think in Sunbury on Thames) where my friend Miss Stephanie did my face very professionally.

This time, I had bought a kit online and had to do my own, but I even put the paint in my hair this time. I did want to learn a few Harley lines and revive my American accent that I last used in auditions a few years ago, but I ran out of time so I just did the look as best I could. We had some photos taken in the garden before we went out, it was a blast because I was with a group of friends I love being with!

When we got to the event it was actually not as crowded as I thought but there were three floors and I was only in the bar on the ground floor so it may have been packed for all I know. We had a few drinks (well, i was being supervised so I had two glasses of Malbec I think!) and everyone went off to explore. I did want to be spanked though and Miss Matthews and me did find a nice place, which had hanging handcuffs that I wanted to try on too, but she only spanked me a bit before we were told to leave, just as my knickers were taken down for the rest of the spanking on my bare bottom! Although I say I am not into BDSM, I have tried and liked a lot of things, but only with people i feel close to. I had my own red wrist and ankle cuffs made for me when I was in a triad family in Australia. But I was too young in scene terms to appreciate what it meant so I coped badly with all of it and was broken and upset for months after I got home. It was a big lesson for me and my only experience of sharing someone, when I thought I was 100% monogamous before that. Anyway, back to that play area we were in, apparently that area belongs to a resident Domme (which is fair enough) who then had this old gentlemen almost naked being flogged, so I embarrassingly left quick rather than have to see that! I was mystified at the time because I thought they asked us to leave because my bottom was on show, so at least I’m glad it wasn’t that reason, but I appreciate the rules totally, I just didn’t like the way I was told off.

After a fabulous time there, we took some great photos in the downstairs garden area at the BBB, after getting permission, before we left but they include one or two people I haven’t had permission to include, or am unsure where they want to be seen online so they have been removed in here.

After the BBB, we were directed by the lovely bouncers to a bar called Missing. It was wonderful and we danced and I had so much fun, it felt like the perfect place for me and night out.

I had a fabulous weekend but was very sad afterwards for a few others reasons but now I’ve written this and caught up and am busying myself with things to help me. I am even speaking to a Mentor and have kinda started a programme which will or not be confirmed next week . It will hopefully be what I am used to and had for a few years before and really need to help me as a teenager (“type”, I have to add in here). If it is confirmed, I’m told that I will be soundly spanked to start with for some naughty things I did recently 🙁

Finally, as I always say, this is MY blog, it is how I feel and see things. Although I have censored myself to death when I write in places like Fetlife and Twitter, so it turns into a “nice to see you again, what a lovely day” watered down version of what I really felt and thought at the time. I have written things in there in ‘writings’ and spent five hours changing it and crying and getting angry with myself for lying so i scrap it and waste hours. As I have said before, I have never laundry aired or been too personal, that is for my head to deal with, and I won’t ever OUT anyone because I will take their private details to the grave. If I can’t be myself in here as much as I can where can I? I try to write and be entertaining, but sometimes I am in a different place, somewhere between happy and sad. I’m going through a very mixed up time emotionally and growing up a bit more so writing this about good times and listening to Chappell Roan songs on loop made me smile again, it was so much fun!