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Hmmm..we’ll I know this is a twist on an old Janet Jackson song but the other day I felt guilty at my lack of activity and blogging. I said “it’s nearly the end of March and I haven’t done anything this year!”. I was roundly reminded that I’ve actually achieved quite a bit, and where
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3 more weeks and I’m free from my vanilla job to do anything I want, when I want, with no ties or responsibilities yayy! I’m lucky to have good friends close, but love my own space and life too and have no idea where it will take me. It’s very different to anything I’ve done
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I was going to put this in my last blog post but it would have been way too long, so I scheduled it and split it over two days. Someone asked me this week what kind of rules I had when I had Disciplinary and Mentoring relationships. I found them on a page I did
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I’m so glad to see the back of 2023! I pushed myself way too hard, moved miles away on a whim and it’s been full of every emotion possible but I’m still here for you and happier today! I launched my Loyal Fans site and uploaded the first films to Spanking Library so I am
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This month has been amazing. Not only have I managed to get myself spanked for all kinds of things and into scrapes that even I’m impressed with, but some of my scene friends from my days in London turned up yesterday aka Josie and Jadie. Last time we hung out together was a late night
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I know this blog post title sounds like a murder mystery story but due to my love of Poirot, all things Art Deco and time periods from the 1920’s to 1950’s I think I subconsciously designed my new home to look and feel just how I saw it in a film. I was halfway there
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This is going to be a short post as I’m : I did have a good morning caning recently with my friend which he as usual took some fantastic pictures of. We had company in the next room so he couldn’t spank me, but said a cold caning would be in order to remind me
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I went to see my new photographer friend John Watts on the Kent coast this weekend and had an amazing time, 10 on a scale of amazingness!. We had chatted online and gotten on so well in vanilla chat too without discussing what spanking type detail we might do when we met. Apart from that
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Wow, what a difference a holiday, 18 months and two birthdays make! In my last post in December 2021 when we were still in lockdown I was tired, jaded, self-defeating prophesying ‘The end is nigh for me’ and generally running away again like the mixed up little girl I am most of the time. My
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I have had a long break (of course I ran away to my palace in Tuvalu again to think) and have come up with some decisions. The observations I have made about myself over the last 18 months of lockdown: I am good enough. I don’t have to dumb myself down and let anyone control
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Since I last wrote in January, a lot has happened. I started with a lockdown friend (who I have known for ages and ages), we became a bubble and grew and grew, so now I have a friend who is a bit like a Daddy type to help look after me. For a long time,
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Since my last post, so much has happened, not in terms of spanking activity because of the Covid lockdown restrictions, but in terms of where I am now compared with the past 12 months. Almost a year ago, I was rushed into hospital for my tummy operation, having recently gotten myself back into the scene
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I fell out with my parents recently, it was my decision cos I felt neglected. I asked them to post my things back that just came. Now I’m very sad. Because we met in the ‘scene’ I will never know if they really were my parents and loved me or not, sometimes I wish I
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I have lots of spanking implements at home that have either been left with me, passed on, or bought as presents at events such as the BBB (Birmingham Bizarre Bazaar) , the LAM (London Alternative Market) or at other parties in the UK and US. I think I have enough to cater for most spankos,
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The coronavirus lockdown (which for me has been a continual extension of the 5 weeks grounding indoors after my tummy operation in January) has given me the chance to chat more, and get some unrequested ‘feedback’ and observations from people I have met in the past. I remember being told many times that I was
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My ManyVids store is now open and I kicked off by uploading five of ‘The Trouble with Emma’ films that I managed to find and remaster. It was a laborious task and I broke all of my old behavior rules and totally burned myself out in two days to make it happen. But, it’s done,
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I was recently asked to write a story/testimonial using an experience I had with a leather paddle. This is my best effort for my school homework and I hope you like it! That afternoon had been full of surprises, as Emma was trying to hold together a launch party that hadn’t exactly gone according to
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Whilst I’m out of spanking action until around May, ironically I’m getting more messages that usual about sessions and I’ve had to cancel some things. It’s utterly angsty having to say “no”, and sit and watch all the fun from the sidelines like a crocked athlete 🙁 This week I was invited to attend a
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My blog this time is a mixed bag. I will bullet point a few things without the gory details as it’s been a scary difficult time, but I have hopes I can be totally fixed soon for the first time in two years. On reading.. I’ve never been a good reader unless there is a
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Bishy’s blog today comes from hospital. I’ve had what my GP thought was gastro enteritis since Friday with tummy ache and vomiting. In fact my last meal was Friday so as I write I’ve had no food in a week and very little liquid. As you can see my face is gaunt and I’ve lost
THE UNSECRET DIARIES OF EMMA BISHOP
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