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I had a misunderstanding this week from a perfectly friendly and innocent message. I was having a busy and stressful day (no excuse I know) so I turned it into a bratty rant because I didn’t take his profile as seriously as it is. Much of my reply was me laughing in my car, tongue
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A nice man just sent me a link to this page Daddy’s tender touch and it explains to me so much about why I’m not into BDSM and playing games and why I have felt as happy and loved away from the scene in private with one person as I have in it. The only
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This is quick because usually I write too much and ramble on, and also my dinner is ready in 15 minutes so I’m not even going to spell check it! Since I came back into this site I have changed, but not really, just that I decided to stop and think about how I FEEL,
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Experience: Knowledge or practical wisdom gained from what one has observed, encountered, or undergone. (Note the word .. ‘observed’) With the outbreak of ‘Fifty Shades’ fever, and posts and advice I’ve read from people in the ‘scene’ about how to ‘join’, I had another big realization recently. That ‘experience’ does not mean being a player
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I posted this (below) in the Lolita Girls group I belong too but wondered if anyone else outside our group has any advice on when to write and how to write better. I an really looking for some help and advice now on how you feel when you write posts and comments in Fetlife. Maybe
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I just wrote this in the Lolita group I belong to in here but I’m adding and editing it as a writing because I am fed up with some of the messages I have been getting from people who haven’t read anything about me as a person and just want to go straight into asking
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Today is the first day of moving on.Today I can write what I want and not have to second guess myself anymore.Today I can find the person I was before I got too embroiled.Today I can play music and write songs with a wry smile and no regret.Today I can be glad I stayed true
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The Submissive Test – “What Kind of Submissive Are You?” The Little Submissive 96.67%The Pseudo Submissive 60%The Domestic Submissive 40%The Novice Submissive 20%The Kajira Sub/Slave 10%The Pet Submissive 8%The Warrior Princess Submissive 8%The Acolyte Submissive 4%The Brat Submissive 0%The Cow/Pig Submissive 0%The Painslut Submissive 0% The Little Submissive Usually referred to as a Babygirl, this
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Hey, I just saw my blog again and to be honest I couldn’t remember where I had left it. Since I last wrote I have had some personal things to deal with and after attending a recent party I decided to have a break until after Christmas, as I want to get my spanking head
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I was reading an updated post from a US friend about her lack of profile, pictures and writings and how the lack of security in Fetlife is a worry for her, and it made me think. I’ve taken this on board myself a lot more lately and listened to my heart and my nearest and
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In my last post I wrote on a day I was actually pretty happy with the world. There are things in ‘the scene’ that keep popping up in my face that I find hard to come to terms with, and I sometimes wonder if it’s just me being too fussy or if other girls like
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I wonder what the hell I’m doing sometimes, and I feel like I have sold out to my beliefs and what I always understood D/s to really be. It has always been something I was born with and is a living drug inside my whole psyche. The nearest thing I saw to describing my feelings
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Once upon a time I was a “spankee” and I didn’t do ‘BDSM’ and I still don’t in lots of grown up ways. There were always things I tried once (everything from candle wax to blindfolds). I didn’t mind them but was afraid to admit it, in case the other person may have wanted to
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I wrote most of this a long time ago when I was in a lonely place and tired of vanilla serial dating and scene relationships. I never posted it because the timing was wrong and I didn’t want to be seen as “demanding” or “picky” or “over-thinking it” or any of the things I have
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I’m reading all sorts of posts about inclusion and acceptance. I think if you see YOURSELF as the Elephant in the room then you always will be. Some people forever love to hold onto the Elephant label and telling the world they are or how much shit they have overcome in their lives or how
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I was very upset the other day when I allowed someone I didn’t know, to have my Skype ID and ended up chatting to him until 3 o’ clock in the morning. I had gone to bed on time as Daddy said which is in my own rules, but I forgot to turn my phone
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I am sorry I have been away a while. I made myself ill and overdid things with my activity so needed a break from all of this. During this time Mr W was helping to look after me. Now I am VERY happy because he is now my Daddy and is in charge of me
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First of all, I PROMISE not to delete this writing. I’m only saying this because in the past I have written stuff about my feelings, and friends have nicely commented and then a few days later I regret writing and being so open and I feel stupid so I delete it again. I am sorry
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Todays’ discipline pictures
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It’s a good time right now because not only am I have piano lessons and getting good girl rewards, and am very busy with my normal career, but I am talking to a some people about being in films again later this year. It was not something I had planned and thought about but I
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